Biking days are over.

[retiredNH]

At yesterday's oncology appointment, I received the news I has hoping I wouldn't hear quite so soon.
I've had a slow growing cancer for 14 years now, one that's no longer slow growing. Seems to have morphed into some kind of much faster growing thing, and this sharply narrows the therapeutic options. I'm on the last option. After that, months, not years. Sigh, it's been a fun run...

 

[ruffruff]

OH MY! So sorry to hear this.

 

[Rexlion]

I hope you have peace about where you're going after you leave the old tent behind. If not, and if you want to chat, PM me.

 

[tomjasz]

Man what a s*it sandwich! Please take good care!

 

[Kayakguy]

Slow growing makes it sound like prostate. Very survivable, if that's what it is. I had mine out roughly 25 years ago, and have had no problems related to it since. My urologist said at the time that there are two kinds of men: those with prostate problems, and those who don't have prostate problems-----YET. I regard the prostate as a further proof of "Unintelligent Design"--like the human back. But, in any case, best of luck to you. It's a scary diagnosis (I remember being really shaken up and scared at the time).

 

[McApple]

Sorry to hear your news; may you have peace on your journey.

 

[DavidRvR]

Prayers sent.. I had read that Dr had prescribed Ivermectin for some cancers with some success.. Cant hurt... Also a place in Tajuana that does herbal stuff for cancers and if early enough they have had success..It kept My step mom a year longer than she would have been able to survive.

Good luck!! Enjoy the time you have, we all meet our end and on a lighter side (if there is one) you have Time...That is a gift So use it wisely.. Give everyone around you the hugs they need and conversations they will miss.

 

[Neverlost99]

Don’t quit. Get a second opinion from a top cancer center like Stevenson, Duke, Dana etc.

 

[tomjasz]

The hardest part of having riders in my age group is watching good guys take dirt naps too soon. Rock on NH! Keep us apprised. We’re rooting for you! Ride it like you stole it. All the best, Tom.

Right now I know of 3 members in the same struggle. It’s not fair.

 

[fooferdoggie]

I know when I cant ride anymore my health is going to plummet.

 

[Mike TowpathTraveler]

@retiredNH - I am saddened to hear of this news. My thoughts are with you and your loved ones at this time and in the coming days, weeks, months and yes, years. There will be a good number of people here who will be thinking and praying for you in this time, too.

 

[Taylor57]

At yesterday's oncology appointment, I received the news I has hoping I wouldn't hear quite so soon.
I've had a slow growing cancer for 14 years now, one that's no longer slow growing. Seems to have morphed into some kind of much faster growing thing, and this sharply narrows the therapeutic options. I'm on the last option. After that, months, not years. Sigh, it's been a fun run...

I'm sorry to hear that NH. Peace be with you and your loved ones. Taylor

 

[harryS]

Sorry to hear this. Hope the treatment option is a success. Never quit.
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I know you wrote that your bikes were put away til March. Getting outside and just seeing WInter beat its retreat is good therapy too.

 

[ChezCheese:)]

So sorry to hear this. Make the most of every day you have.

 

[mschwett]

At yesterday's oncology appointment, I received the news I has hoping I wouldn't hear quite so soon.
I've had a slow growing cancer for 14 years now, one that's no longer slow growing. Seems to have morphed into some kind of much faster growing thing, and this sharply narrows the therapeutic options. I'm on the last option. After that, months, not years. Sigh, it's been a fun run...

I am so sorry to hear this. I know you can make the most of the time left, and we’ll be thinking positive thoughts that it’s longer rather than shorter. And thank you for your courage in sharing this here.

 

[PatriciaK]

So very sad to hear this - my heart hurts for you. As others have said, wishing you and your family peace, and hoping this treatment option is successful.

 

[Marci jo]

Prayers for you.

 

[dodgeman]

That sounds like bad news, best of luck and hoping for some good news from you soon.

 

[AHicks]

At yesterday's oncology appointment, I received the news I has hoping I wouldn't hear quite so soon.
I've had a slow growing cancer for 14 years now, one that's no longer slow growing. Seems to have morphed into some kind of much faster growing thing, and this sharply narrows the therapeutic options. I'm on the last option. After that, months, not years. Sigh, it's been a fun run...

I'm hesitatating writing this, but maybe you're interested in hearing it. As another facing some pretty serious cancer issues with a similar prognosis (I'm not going to get into details), my advice would be not to throw the towel in too quickly!

Just to share, I've been put on a pretty aggressive chemo plan (by a doctor I enjoy dealing with immensely), and it appears that my formerly fairly aggressive growth has been stopped in it's tracks - at #4 of 6 planned treatments. We'll know better soon after a PET scan (more detailed than a CAT scan) scheduled soon. Still, this form I have been diagnosed with has a nasty habit of returning after being forced into remission just about 100% of the time. It can be knocked down again, but remission won't last as long. Wash, rinse, and repeat until they can't get you into a remission. So, damn sure it's spooky knowing HOW you're going to die, but you STILL DON"T KNOW WHEN. I'm 72, and figure my chance at seeing 80 are pretty damned limited, but what time I have left is something I plan on enjoying - and oh hell yes, that's going to involve some bike riding....

Get mad if you need to, maybe check out some options you haven't checked yet - like a second opinion? Best of luck!! -Al

 

[Taylor57]

I'm hesitatating writing this, but maybe you're interested in hearing it. As another facing some pretty serious cancer issues with a similar prognosis (I'm not going to get into details), my advice would be not to throw the towel in too quickly!

Just to share, I've been put on a pretty aggressive chemo plan (by a doctor I enjoy dealing with immensely), and it appears that my formerly fairly aggressive growth has been stopped in it's tracks - at #4 of 6 planned treatments. We'll know better soon after a PET scan (more detailed than a CAT scan) scheduled soon. Still, this form I have been diagnosed with has a nasty habit of returning after being forced into remission just about 100% of the time. It can be knocked down again, but remission won't last as long. Wash, rinse, and repeat until they can't get you into a remission. So, damn sure it's spooky knowing HOW you're going to die, but you STILL DON"T KNOW WHEN. I'm 72, and figure my chance at seeing 80 are pretty damned limited, but what time I have left is something I plan on enjoying - and oh hell yes, that's going to involve some bike riding....

Get mad if you need to, maybe check out some options you haven't checked yet - like a second opinion? Best of luck!! -Al

Great heartfelt post. Thank you for that A Hicks. God bless you.